Nanay secretly slipping one of my graduation photos in the pocket of her daster when she thought I was not looking. That one will always be remembered.
My sister broke the news. Kuya followed shortly.
I don’t know how to react.
I tried to push it aside. I have to be strong.
Then Kuya sent another message. “Naikiss kita kanina kay Nanay.”
And that opened the floodgates of my eyes.
I will miss you buying cola for us every time we drop by for a visit.
I will miss you giving me Php100 every Christmas even if I’ve already started working. You always insist.
I will miss you worrying about the high cost of electric bill hence you turning off the TV and fan when you think we were not looking.
I will miss you eating dinner at 4 PM.
I will miss you going to bed at 6 PM.
I will miss you shooing us to go home when the clock strikes 3 PM. “Gagabihin na kayo sa daan.”
I will miss you when you say “Mangain ka ng santol dyan. Manguha kayo ng santol ahoy. Mag-uwi kayo ng langka. Dalhin niyo na ito.”
I will miss eating your shrimp recipe.
I will miss you every time you ask me when will I get married then a few hours later saying don’t get married too early.
I will miss a lot of things about you Nanay.
But more than anything else, I will miss YOU.
It is painful to see you go especially at this age when memories are so instilled that forgetting is next to impossible.
But just like anything in this world, we know there is a time for everything.
God said it is time.
Thanks for being our Nanay. You did such a great job.
Kiss Tatay for us. Until we meet again.
We love you. I love you.